get it together doc!!

I went to the doctors today defined out what my PTI and are is so I know if I need to cut back on salads and other stuff like that. When I got called back I found out that I also had a doctors appointment that day so the doctor could talk to me about my CTA and x-rays. I didn't think of it because they left a message on my voicemail saying that my CTA was okay. I was a little bit irritated in the fact that I only plan on being there forabout 15 or 20 min. But it turned out that I was there for about two hours in which I could've been doing other things and enjoying my days off.

I didn't even bring my Kindle because I didn't think it would take long enough text to get anywhere in the book. So I listen to the newspaper and talk to a few other people that were there waiting. It went of in this bathroom is my fault that I just forgot that had in the ointment that day but no one seemed to know. My nurse was surprised and so was my doctor. Even those his writing that said to see the doctor on this date. So they put me in the lab until I can get a room for me. I am not pleased how lab. My doctor doesn't even use that lab even though it's is building that he rents to the other doctors. When he sent me for lab work have to clear the trouble lab than have them send it back.

I went in there thinking it wouldn't take too long so I didn't take my example inventory that mornings I figure out back before my migraine got too bad. But by the time I saw the doctor I was saying to myself "please don't throw up on here". How could they have overlooked that really. It wasn't even documented in the same area that my nurse visit was documented./Or all that stress of going through that my headache is got worse and worse and outages ready to go home and take a pill and then we went out to you with my aunt and the tension is finally starting to go way. Sorry for ranting this just really hear it hated me.

grumble, grumble, rawr, rawr

I'm sitting here thinking that it's hard to blog about what's going on medically when I don't even know myself. I had an ultrasound and the beginning of October and didn't get the results till December. Then I had a CAT scan x-ray in December and by results on the CTA via voicemail two weeks later. Still know it from my neck I think that gives me more pain than anything else anymore. Really getting irritated with the fact that it takes so long to get results on anything and even when my doctor has results they won't call me and let me know. I mean some is that Scott is serious in Arabic I didn't know instead of me worrying about it and still have to work in to whatever it is I have to do. I don't mean to sound whiny but this is never something I ever intended to deal with my life and I would preferred to go at least as smoothly as it possibly can. How hard is it really? It's not like the guys incredibly busy the only managed to fit in 15 patients a day can much more than that. I don't get in for sometimes an hour and a half from my appointments are the past. Do they think on a weighted doctor's office all day. I don't think so!

Now I have to get a rethink switched over to express scripts because my company changed insurances and that's you have to go through now because they own anthem. I like my prescriptions were where they were not no one have to pay the full payment because I just can't afford that. Well that's enough complaining from me today I'm tired and dated sounds really good right now. Guess I'll try to sleep thing tomorrow. Good night

Doctors Appointments: More hassle then necessary

Today at 12:15pm I had a Dr. appointment with my MD. I had an appointment last Tuesday but I forgot about it and missed it. The point of this appointment when it was made was to have my ptinr check and for my 3 month check up and to go over the results for my ultrasound 2 months ago. I got there about 10 min after 12:00 and signed in and started listening to the audio-book The Twelfth Imam which I have on my iphone from audible.com. While in the Dr I also talked to him about getting something from my cold or what ever it is I have and to order a scan on my neck that has been giving me a ton of problems. I got an anti- inflammatory script for that and an anti- biotic for my cold.

All that went fine after I got them moving on it. The problem being it took an hour and 45 min. just to see the Dr for 10 min. Then I had to work to keep my Dr on track on every thing I needed to talk to him about before he left the room. Theres no way I should have to do that. I pay him not the other way around. Do the job your paid to do. The guy makes a fortune because he not only has his medical stuff but he also owns the building and 3 or 4 other doctors rent off of him to use the office. some times I want to hit people on the head with a golf club. Sorry for ranting just really irritated today.

So Sick!

Starting tuseday or wednesday I started getting a cold and now its friday night and Im worse. On top of that my whole body hurts and I'm exhausted. I plan on calling in sick tomarow and take a 4 day weekend to get some rest but Im hoping I can shake this. I dont want to go to the Doctor for it but if all else fails I have an appointment anyways on wednesday for other things so I will ask my dr then. Sorry I haven't been posting on this blog lately ive been very distracted with other projects. I hope to be more active soon.

Spoon bending should be left to the gifted

This coming week of thanksgiving the schedule's at work are all over the place. the week before I work Wednesday 9-7:30 then off Thursday then work Friday and Saturday then off Sunday and work Monday 3:30- 2:00. then I'm off Tuesday maybe and work Wednesday - Saturday 9:00- 7:30. I say maybe for Tuesday because theres only 2 people scheduled for that day because its our day we are shut down an he didn't bother showing up to work recently so I don't know if he still works for us or not.

By doing this I know i will be seriously pushing my limits and I hope I dont brake all my "spoons". I know I will feel it when every thing is over.

irritation

I find that I get really ticked off when people ask why i don't do things and I tell them because ive been to tired and they just push it off as me being lazy. Im not lazy in any way . I work a full time job I do allot of reading/studying and it really takes allot out of me. Just because you dont fully understand something doesn't make it untrue or an excuse. Some times I really hate people that are closed minded.

i think that just because im young people assume that I will do what ever I can to get out of work and thats just a bunch of crap. i work very hard at every thing I do and will not settle for mediocrity. I work on new ways to be more efficient all the time . ok im running out of steam because im getting very tired.

Your opinion doesn't matter

I know this doesn't have a lot to do with chronic illness in any way but because of voting today I felt it was appropriate. my pastor said something Sunday and I completely agree with him about people that complain about the government and how things are run but refused to go out and vote or at least votes absentee. I completely understand that there are some situations we can get out to vote at the polling stations that are designated for your area but you can always get an absentee ballot and vote up to three months before the ballots are actually ready be cast.

I understand that many people can't get out of their houses allot of days due to illness that's no excuse not to vote. Just because we are sick does not mean we don't have an opinion on how things should be run. If you choose to neglect this opportunity to make your voice heard and you should have no right to complain when things become bad for you. Many people driving completely insane because I make as to why they can't do it such as " I don't like politics" " I haven't been following the candidates" " I just don't want to". It's not just an opportunity but a responsibility to voice your opinion not only to benefit yourself but others in your family and friends.

If you disagree with me find them a dwelling that was nearside of it by good luck making good argument on that. Don't waste my time with crap you just make up.