Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Spoon bending should be left to the gifted

This coming week of thanksgiving the schedule's at work are all over the place. the week before I work Wednesday 9-7:30 then off Thursday then work Friday and Saturday then off Sunday and work Monday 3:30- 2:00. then I'm off Tuesday maybe and work Wednesday - Saturday 9:00- 7:30. I say maybe for Tuesday because theres only 2 people scheduled for that day because its our day we are shut down an he didn't bother showing up to work recently so I don't know if he still works for us or not.
By doing this I know i will be seriously pushing my limits and I hope I dont brake all my "spoons". I know I will feel it when every thing is over.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

irritation

I find that I get really ticked off when people ask why i don't do things and I tell them because ive been to tired and they just push it off as me being lazy. Im not lazy in any way . I work a full time job I do allot of reading/studying and it really takes allot out of me. Just because you dont fully understand something doesn't make it untrue or an excuse. Some times I really hate people that are closed minded.
i think that just because im young people assume that I will do what ever I can to get out of work and thats just a bunch of crap. i work very hard at every thing I do and will not settle for mediocrity. I work on new ways to be more efficient all the time . ok im running out of steam because im getting very tired.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Your opinion doesn't matter

I know this doesn't have a lot to do with chronic illness in any way but because of voting today I felt it was appropriate. my pastor said something Sunday and I completely agree with him about people that complain about the government and how things are run but refused to go out and vote or at least votes absentee. I completely understand that there are some situations we can get out to vote at the polling stations that are designated for your area but you can always get an absentee ballot and vote up to three months before the ballots are actually ready be cast.

I understand that many people can't get out of their houses allot of days due to illness that's no excuse not to vote. Just because we are sick does not mean we don't have an opinion on how things should be run. If you choose to neglect this opportunity to make your voice heard and you should have no right to complain when things become bad for you. Many people driving completely insane because I make as to why they can't do it such as " I don't like politics" " I haven't been following the candidates" " I just don't want to". It's not just an opportunity but a responsibility to voice your opinion not only to benefit yourself but others in your family and friends.

If you disagree with me find them a dwelling that was nearside of it by good luck making good argument on that. Don't waste my time with crap you just make up.